:: oh what a friday! ::
Monday, May 29, 2006
:: I'm glowing inside because of YOU... ::
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
:: my first entry for the year 2006.... ::
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:: missing blog... ::
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
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bakit ba every friday na lang feel so bored na lang lagi....tuloy nagiging lalong emotional ako and lalo lang akong nagse-self-pity.....why there are people who are so insensitive? waaaaah! hey life bakit sobra kang nananadya sa'kin....I'm really getting bored with my life, with myself, with everything....I admit I am full of blessings pero still may kulang pa rin sa'kin, still I'm not happy....I can give up everything I have now in exchange of one thing that will really really make me happy totally....alam mo 'yon Lord and I've been asking you that for yearsssss......I want to blame one person sa pagiging sobrang hindi ko pagtitiwala ngayon sa ibang tao, lalo na sa mga lalaki, magsama-sama kayong lahat....I can live without you men and I will prove that to all of you....I don't know, bakit ganon, mas gusto niyong hine-hate kayo kesa minamahal kayo?!?!?! ewan, siguro nga laging maling lalaki lang 'yong lagi kong napipili.....that's why I love the song of Kelly Clarkson, because of you, I want to sing that loud and shout to the whole world na 'yon ang nararamdaman ko ngayon....down to zero na naman ang self-confident ko, now sobrang up ang thermometer ng pagkakaroon ko ng inferiority complex.....it's true that you cannot please everybody, even if you have shown to them your trueself, at kahit minsan sobrang ako na 'yong nag-a-adjust para lang to prove myself tp them na hindi ako mahirap maging kaibigan....I feel so left alone and unloved now, as in now.....haaaaaaaaaay buhay! dapat masaya ako eh, pero bakit ganon? masaya ako alam ko 'yon at pinipilit ko, pero still bakit 'yong mga taong malalapit sa'kin ngayon at tinuturing kong mga bestfriends, bakit still may doubt pa rin ako sa friendship nila.....hindi ko matanggal sa isip ko na, am I being taken advantage of? totoo ba 'yong pinapakita nila sa'kin? pinagpipilitan ko lang ba 'yong sarili ko sa kanila? God, I know that I should always love and befriend everyone unconditionally......pero bakit sa huli nasasaktan pa rin ako......Lord, please teach me more to love them without expecting anything in return, I know I don't have to prove myself to them my worth being as a friend to them....it's their choice if they really treat me as their friend/sister, but I always know one thing and you too know that Lord, that I'm just being true with myself and true sa lahat ng pinapakita ko sa kanila.....I am a sweet person and a very thoughtful person, pero sana maramdaman ko rin sa kanila kahit konti lang......I've been stubborn in the past but I know for a fact na sobrang laki ng pinagbago ko, and I really tried so hard to show to everyone that I'm not anymore masungit, mataray, intimidating, not approacheable........hey guys! c'mon, can you not judge me with your first impression?!?!!?! hey! I'm just human, and sorry kung ganito ako, I love myself and God created me like this, it's up to you if you'll accept me or not........
hey sorry! this is too much of a sentiments and really heartbreaking, but at this very moment, 'yan lahat ang nararamdaman ko and really can't help myself guys telling you all of these..........
tata for now! need to restore my energy......and need to pick up the pieces na nahulog na naman sa pagkatao ko.....
8:01 PM
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Nikki Gil
11:31 AM
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GOD IS REALLY GOOD! ALL THE TIME!
-this week is one of the best week that I've had since I joined in the company where I work now, why? God really answers prayers and sometimes He answers it when we least expect it.......He really works in mysterious ways, though I really prayed hard about it, and have left everything to Him, and now He made His promises and now I am VICTORIOUS! wohow!
I've received a very good news yesterday from my boss........I am now a full time employee, not only locally but globally, I am part of the headcount in our department, I am now a truly Oracle-ian, hehehe, this is what my colleague told me.......I used to work as a long term contractor for 3 years now, but I was just lucky that they consider me as a regular employee before and well, I might say that I was really a regular employee since I'm getting the same benefits that they get, the difference is I was not recognized globally, because they were very strict with the headcount, but GOD IS REALLY GOOD, and nothing is impossible with HIM, maybe my bosses realized and really saw my efforts and eagerness in my work........well, it' s a long story but the important now is I AM A FULL TIME EMPLOYEE now and I have no worries.........all this are for the Glory of God! He really blessed those who patiently wait!
TTFN!
10:02 PM
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whew! it's 4 days before Christmas, di pa ako nag-start bumili ng gifts for my loved ones.......tapos may exchange gift pa kami sa office ng mga officemates kong pinay, then sa house pa may exchange gift din kami......
I had lunch today with my former HH, gagay and ofcourse with her GG Erwin, inggit ako wala akong partner kanina, hehehe joke.......anyways, it's good to see them together & I'm happy na kahit di ko na siya Household, we are still good friends.......good thing is nalipat ako ng office dito sa building no. 3, sa DIC pa rin, kaya neighbors na kami ni gagay, actually bridge lang ang pagitan & we can have lunch often if we want.......THANKS GAGAY & ERWIN for the lunch!!!
sad di kami complete on Christmas Day, kasi ate gina & her family are in the phils.......ofcourse we miss them esp. si gellapotski (pamangkin ko), I miss her sweetness......well, I hope they are having a good time in the Phils......
5th night na ng simbang gabi tonight & hopefully I might be able to complete the 9 evenings......hmmm, ofcourse at first may wish ako pero as the night goes by & as I listened to Fr. Zaki's homily, I just realized that it's not good that you are expecting something when you complete the 9 simbang gabi.......though, I know most of the people expects something........but now I know that God is giving me HIS messages why HE wants me to complete it, & thanks for my cousin (Maricel), 'coz she is one who encourages me to go to simbang gabi every night........
anyways, HAPPY HOLIDAYS to everyone!!!
TTFN...
4:41 PM
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October na, bilis talaga ng panahon, 76 days na lang at Christmas na, tapos Valentine na ulit, tapos birthday ko na ulit, gosh ang bilis talga tumakbo ng mga days.......well, we might celebrate Christmas in the Philippines, as we have plans of going home for a vacation on December......I don't plans of going home sana, kaya lang nainggit ako kila nanay & ate gina, kasi uuwi sila......nakakauwi lang naman ako ng pinas kapag may umuuwi sa family ko, eh sino ba naman ang uuwian ko sa pinas, dito kaming lahat sa Dubai.........so I decided to go with them, kahit walang masyadong budget, importante makasama akong umuwi sa kanila, ahihihi.......
haaaay, nasa mood yata ako now to talk about lovelife, well sometimes nagiging man hater yata ako ah, kasi ayoko nang ma-fall ulit sa isang guy.......I'm afraid that I might get hurt again, pero sabi nga nila, it's something that you cannot stop doing.........I'm not setting any standards, hindi rin naman ako mapili, pero ano ba magagawa ko kung wala talagang dumarating.........sometimes tuloy I can't help but to think na takot ba sa akin ang mga guys? masungit ba ako? mataray ba ako? intimidating ba ako? well I hate thinking maybe because of my personality, urrrggggh, ok ok, erase erase.......siguro naman hindi 'no? well, daming tanong na hindi ko masagot, pero isa lang alam ko, "GOD KNOWS BETTER THAN I".......
thought of sharing this very inspiring song, most esp. for those people who have a lot of questions running in their minds......
YOU KNOW BETTER THAN I
by David Campbell
I thought I did what’s right
I thought I had the answers
I thought I chose the surest road, but that road brought me here
So I put off the fight & told you how to help me
Now just when I have given up the truth is coming clear
Chorus:
(For) You know better than I, You know the way
I’ve let go the need to know why
For You know better than I
If this has been a test
I cannot see the reason
But maybe knowing I don’t know, it’s part of getting through
I tried to do what’s best & faith has made it easy
To see the best thing I can do is put my trust in You
(Chorus)
Bridge:
I saw one cloud & thought it was a sky
I saw a bird & thought that I could follow
But it was You who taught that bird to fly
If I let You reach me, will You teach me?
You know better than I, you know the way
I’ve let go the need to know why
I take what answers you supply
You know better than I.
***for those who have read this post, I hope that I have inspired you in my own little way =)
TTFN!
12:30 PM
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well ,now, sama-sama na kami nila nanay sa iisang room & di pa naman siya gano'n kasikip, just enough to accomodate us all, medyo may konting adjustments lang kasi before 2 lang kami ng cousin ko sa room & we had all the privacies unlike now, but anyways, nothing changed naman......
it will be a busy week for me because of our events & tomorrow I'll be in Marriott Hotel to be in the registration desk........this coming saturday naman, I'll be travelling to Abu Dhabi for an event on Sunday........buti na lang at off si kuya so masasamahan niya ako, pero siyempre, kasama rin ang hipag ko & baby nila, para makapasyal na rin sila.........di ko pa rin kasi kayang mag-drive sa Abu Dhabi, unless na lang siguro sa araw & kapag may kasama ako........but for sure, sobrang magwo-worry sila Tatay when I drive alone.........we could leave early sana on saturday para makapasyal pa kami pagdating doon sa Abu Dhabi, kaya lang we have to attend pa Ning's wedding at 8pm & abay ang 2 kids sa bahay, kaya mga 10 or 11pm na siguro kami makaka-alis sa Dubai..........
haaaaay, today, I don't feel well because of this stupid colds, I just woke up yesterday having this........then I remembered that last Friday, I cleaned my car, washed the seat cover, & washed the carpets inside our toilet & siyempre sobrang init sa loob, sobrang pawis, I took a bath after, that's why sinisipon ako ngayon......I hate it pa naman when I'm sick, lalo na kapag may sipon, ang tagal mawala.............
yesterday pala, nanay bought a double deck bed sa Naif, doon kasi maraming 2nd hand na mura lang & ok pa naman.........eto na, after kuya have assembled the bed, we fixed louisa's bed (our youngest), siya kasi sa taas ng bed eh, then we put some decorations.........Benson (our new boarder) kasi gave her a nice poster of Disney princesses & me naman I gave her before a Bratz posters (favorite niya kasi 'to), & we also put the lamp that we bought from IKEA (I bought one also, cute kasi eh, though nasa children's section siya, hehehe), it's a wall lamp & flowe ang design, I bought the white one & nanay bought the pink one for my sister..........so 'yon nga, kinabit naman lahat ng decorations sa wall..........my 2 nieces, when they saw it, naku akyatan na ang 2 sa bed, esp. bea (my 2 years old niece), she was very happy when she went upstairs & ayaw nang bumaba.........Gella naman (my 5 years old niece), she was getting mad at her lola, kasi she also wants to have her own bed & she's asking her lola to buy her the same bed.........gusto niya kasi 'yong mga decorations so nainggit, ayun nag-tantrums na po ang isa, hehehehe...........well, bata nga naman, kapag may nakitang gusto, dapat right away makuha niya...........actually may plano na ang sister ko to buy a double deck as well, para may place na rin ang mga toys ng anak niya........
till here muna, till next post......TTFN =)
4:35 PM
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it's been weeks since I have entered my last post.......
I was on leave for a week last week (Aug. 7-11) & will be on leave again for a week (next week), I haven't had my annual leave & because we didn't go home this year in the phils., it will be boring for me to have a continous leave locally.........kaya hinati ko na lang ang leave ko, isa pa, I can't have a long vacation kasi may mga part timers pa akong hawak sa department namin & I have to report weekly to my 2 bosses about sa kanila........well, mukhang tuwa naman amo ko na hindi dire-diretso ang leave ko, may gap na 1 week before ng next leave ko, pero bilis naman ang araw kaya yipeeeee leave ako ulit ng 5 days next week........
hooked na naman ako sa telenovelas, but this time eh Korean dramas naman.......one of my friend in SFC called me & asking me about my cds of Meteor Garden, he wanted to have kaya I made copies for him, so para may kapalit, he also made me copies of Korean Full House cds & siyempre di ako tanggi kasi I was curious also when he told me that he enjoyed watching it kaya naman ako, excited na mapanood..........timely naman kasi when I got my copies of the Full House, start na ng leave ko so I was able to watch 'til 3 in the morning, hehehe, pero di ko pa rin natapos.........sa sobrang pagka-hooked ko, kahit puyat, I woke up at 8:30am & continued watching the rest of the cds, sa awa ng Diyos, sa gabi natapos ko panoorin lahat ng 16 cds, hahahaha.........well, my friend was right, I enjoyed Full House a lot esp. the soundtrack, kahit hindi ko naintindihan ang lyrics, pero Gosh! like na like ko ang music, di nakakasawang pakinggan.........kaya eto umandar na naman ang eagerness ko sa isang bagay na dapat makuha ko, nag-search ako sa internet ng full soundtrack at Viola! nakapag-download ako ng lahat ng songs nila.........
Here's my fav. soundtrack of Full House (don't worry translated na po sa english, hehehe)
Geh Deh Ji Geum -Lim Jung Hee
You have come into my arms now
And you are talking about love.
I pray that it is not just a dream.
My heart is so full of you now
That I can't hold anyone else there.
I guess that since it is you,
I’ll probably say something stupid.
Your love happened to draw nearer
It was strangely unfamiliar to me~~
But the destiny I was promised
I didn’t know that it would turn into love~~
After a little while I’ll have to let you go
Because I don’t believe in myself enough
*CHORUS*
You find the seat I sit in alone
Now you must just return it
It was something so natural, so why does my heart ache?
You have found the love you were looking for
Now you must just return it
As you smile happily I’ll let you go woo~yeah~
As you look in my eyes, say that it is love.
I experienced love, but it is over
But I was so happy for that short moment
Exactly as if I were dreaming.
Now I realize
That we were in love from the beginning~~
3:40 PM
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*a simple gal but with a big heart, music lover & loves to sing, a dreamer *winks*, loves strawberry, loves the color blue, loves my family, a serious person but with a bit of sense of humour....
works as a Marketing Assistant in a software company
currently lives in Dubai, United Arab Emirates
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oh what a friday!
I'm glowing inside because of YOU...
my first entry for the year 2006....
missing blog...
though I don't have that much kwento, update ko na...
last thursday was declared Holiday here in UAE, as...
it's been weeks since I have entered my last post....
feel ko lang mag-post ulit today, kahit 6 days na ...
after 2 months.....
weekend na naman!!!
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